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ABOUT WIFE, FAMILY, FUTURE, HURT TO THOS |
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About ex-partner - how I used to treat h |
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About finishing it all |
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About my crime |
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About possible sentence |
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About when I was\abused and that they wo |
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Appearing in Court |
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BEING FOUND GUILTY. |
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COURT SENTENCE |
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Can see my father in the room -so vivdly |
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Concern about living with father when |
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DAUGHTERS DEATH. RAPED TO DEATH I989 XM |
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Doesn'feel can carry on-wants to die- |
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Dreamt sister gotmurdered |
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Ex girlfriend has serious health problem |
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Ex- husband killing me in different ways |
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FRIEND SAYING SHE WAS GOING TO ABSCOND A |
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Fear of enclosed places and the devil |
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Fear that my sister willdie-mother not |
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Feel I've let everyone down - frightened |
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Feel noone cares what happens to me =do |
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Feelings about killing sibling |
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Fighting with people and having argument |
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GATE ARREST. WILL BE ARRESTED ON DEPART. |
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GETTING OUT OF THE SCRUBS. |
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GIRL FRIEND WILL LEAVE ME. |
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Girlfriend about to give birth |
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Girlfriend might leave me |
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Girlfriend unable to get back to her |
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Going to court |
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Housing situation |
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I don't want to talk about it |
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I keep thinking I want to get revenge |
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I keep thinking about drugs. |
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I keep thinking about the murder I did |
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I want to die |
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I will not be able to see my child again |
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I'll hang myself. |
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I'm worried about not seeing my children |
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Imagine myself dead with blood all over |
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Its just about my wife & the situation. |
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Just a bit of revenge you know |
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Just will my girlfriend leave me while I |
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Killing myself |
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Killing myself, hanging myself |
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Killing people |
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LOSING THE FAMILY. DEATH IN FAMILY. |
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Little brother got beaten up and toes br |
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Lost my house when came inside-visions h |
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Lot of anger in me against the guy who d |
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Mum once tol me that drug were like slee |
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My girlfriend with somone else |
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My health,cant solve it |
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My little boy dying whilst I.m in here - |
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My mam and dad will die while I'm here |
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My mother really - parents split up and |
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My weight-too fat.Stress of being in pri |
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My wife with another man. |
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One person outside I think is after me |
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Parole |
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Possibility of youg son dying |
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Prison can't see where its going to end |
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Psychiatrist said I was\suffering from |
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Rather not say |
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Relating to death |
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Relationship with girlfriend |
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Remembering a mad childhood dream |
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Slash myself just to die - |
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Someone stabbing someone ,lots of blood |
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Someone taking my house and belongings |
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Stabbing and hurting people |
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Suicide |
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Suicide, stringing myself up |
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THESENTENCE HAS YET TO BE CONFIRMED. |
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THOUGHT THAT MY DAD WAS MY REAL DAD. |
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The police investigation - if officers a |
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The thought that I may be sentenced to |
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Thinking I'll get a 10 yr sentence and d |
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Thoughts about cutting myself |
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Thoughts of my wide nd child being so vu |
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Thoughts of suicide |
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Voices call me names + say they hate me |
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WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WAS 12 YEARS |
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WHEN MATE DIED IN CAR CRASH |
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WISHING THE ACCIDENT HADNT HAPPENED MY C |
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Wanting to hurt someone -hate- revenge |
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Wanting to kill person who grassed on me |
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Well-being of daughter |
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What I'd like to do to someone if I out |
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What my sentence will be next week. |
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What sentence 'll be given in court- sca |
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Whats going to happen at my trial. |
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When I get out am I going to be homeless |
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When I released will I have any housing |
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When they say I am guilty and have to st |
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Worried about familt being hurt in an ac |
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Worried re kids if girlfriend sentenced |
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Worry about new baby |
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Worry about not being able to help famil |
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Worrying about the outcome of the impend |
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a p. o was nasty to me and i keep thinki |
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about being here, like kicking yourself, |
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about brother who died a year ago. |
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about carolyn |
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about court and being in prison |
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about court and bringing me back and for |
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about death just get an attack |
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about dying because I cant breath |
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about family,all on drugs,its cracking m |
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about girlfriend |
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about home how they were coping |
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about lashing out at people and physical |
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about me getting a big sentence |
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about my case |
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about my case and losing children |
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about my child |
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about my crime |
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about my dad seeing him dead |
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about my death |
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about my girlfriend and child I havent s |
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about my mother terminally ill |
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about my mum and dad,both have cancer |
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about my son |
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about my wife |
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about my wife - what she is doing |
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about patrtner kids and court appeal |
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about sentence |
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about th offence and i dont want to talk |
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about the care of children |
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about the courts |
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about this situation that im in and the |
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about what will happen when I go to cour |
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about why I'm in prison and my crime |
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above my love affair |
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abuse - wont elaborate |
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abuse as a child |
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abuse by father |
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accident which put me in here and killed |
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accidents for his kids |
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accidents happening to someone colse to |
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afraid I may go back on drugs later |
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afraid i may have a heart attack |
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aids if ive got them |
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all about my case |
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an irishman came at me with two batterie |
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anger about childhood |
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angry because money stolen |
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another member of family dying |
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anything happenong to ny family while i |
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appeal |
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arguing with girlfriend |
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assassination attempt of brother |
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associates outside ripping me off;girlfr |
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attacking governor |
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aunties boy friend keeps beating her up |
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avoiding what I did & not getting locked |
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b eing in prison |
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baby of 4mnthds braindamaged by partner |
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being back in prison |
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being cheated by partner |
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being convicted |
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being found guilty |
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being in goal;loosing everything everybo |
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being in jail |
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being in prison |
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being in prison and what is going to hao |
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being in prison and worrying about futur |
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being in prison generally |
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being locked up and freedom taken away |
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being locked up being away from home |
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being sentanced to life imprisonment |
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being shoot |
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being stuck in here |
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being tortured by drug dealers |
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best mate commotted suicide |
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blamed myself thought I was no good for |
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bloke(not unpleasant) |
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boyfriend out of prison before her |
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breakin at home |
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brother attacked in prison |
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brother is lying in a coffin in this cha |
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brothers bleeding body |
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bullying |
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business and domestic situation |
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can't see himself remaining in prison |
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cant answer |
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cant contact boyfriend |
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cant stand another chap# |
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cant tell me |
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car accident |
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case |
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charges being faced |
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child abuse |
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childhood experiences |
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children dying |
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children falling off a height |
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chinning policeman |
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chop girlfriends arms off after what she |
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cockraoches confined spaces health |
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collapse of relationship new born so |
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commiting suicide |
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committing suicide |
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confinement in transport to court |
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confusion over my own sexuality |
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contemplating suicide.memory of abuse |
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contracting hepatitis C in prison from t |
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conviction worries and see not |
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court case |
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court case and what the social has writ |
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court case pending |
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court case, worring about wife |
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court keeps getting put off/heard life s |
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court outcome |
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cousin shipped out from this jail/isolat |
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cutting myself in the kitchen be acciden |
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daily think about killing myself |
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daughters death |
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dealing with loss of victim |
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death |
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death - own |
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death an easy option |
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death and things like that |
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death and thinking aboutt a girl |
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death by cheating,death by physical hea |
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death dont want to die in pain |
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death frightens me |
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death in the family |
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death in the family, |
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death my mum |
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death of children |
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death of family member |
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death of father |
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death of grand mother |
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death of mother and three close friends |
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death of my mum |
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death of my neice |
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death of my self and death of my child |
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death of parents and my own death |
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death of two month old soh of son wn |
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death,what I'm going to do when I get ou |
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deaths of relatives |
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deliberate self harm |
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devils and demons wanti to takehimtohell |
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divorce |
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do not wqant to talk about it |
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doing a runner over the fence |
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doing another prison sentance |
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doing another prison sentence |
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don't want to say |
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dont like being in prison i'm innocent |
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dont want to die in prison |
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dreamaccident reoccurence dreams same |
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drug abuse what it has done to me |
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drug halluucinations |
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drug use - what they have done to me |
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drugs |
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drugs /violence/a word |
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drugs-didnt take before but had drugs i |
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dying |
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dying in prison |
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dying, and his son |
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dying,the future |
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efects of imprisonment on family |
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ending everything because I've had enoug |
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escaping |
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every thing about family housing trying |
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everyones out to get me |
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evil ideas |
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ex missus |
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exgirlfriend aborted my baby |
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facing sentence ;what is it going to be? |
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failed relationship |
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family |
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family and money worries |
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family and wife |
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family and wife concerns |
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family concerns death |
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family matters |
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family problems |
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family worries |
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family worry they may die |
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family,death in sense ofseeing people di |
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father beatings |
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father having accident |
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fathers death due to ill health |
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fathers drink problem |
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fathers health |
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fear about future. worries over brother# |
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fear for sons |
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fear of a long sentence |
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fear of being attacked |
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fear of being locked up and loneliness |
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fear of going outside |
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fear of long sentance and no life after |
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fear of losing my partner |
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fed up with looking at same thing |
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feel like ending my life |
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feel like i want to be dead like i dont |
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feel like killing myself and the social |
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feel that I cannot get it together |
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feel victimized shdnt be in situation |
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feeling that is going to get run over ab |
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feeling that my mind is slipping |
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flashbacks from army days/the charge aga |
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flashbacks from fire that I lit |
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focus on family but focus on children to |
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foreseeing the outcome of this case |
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forthcoming trial |
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found guilty for something not done |
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found out that my mum has cancerand my g |
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friends to do with |
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friends,relatives dying whilst i in pris |
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frightened of losing girlfriend |
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frightned of brain hemerage because of f |
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frustration at not being able to communi |
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futility of existence the waste of what |
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general things done outside |
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get out of wandsworth to any other priso |
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getting a long prison sentence |
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getting caught and coming back to prison |
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getting even with wifes new man and kill |
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getting out - killing myself |
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getting out being frightened being stuck |
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getting out big wide w9rld out there |
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getting sentenced |
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getting stabbed up |
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getting to be all right with mother and |
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gettingmy own back on someone who did so |
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girl friend and little girl |
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girl friend and the baby |
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girl friend having sex with another mani |
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girl friend will two time on me while i |
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girl friend with someone else and my fa |
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girlfriend |
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girlfriend and 3 mth child not coping |
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girlfriend and matri |
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girlfriend and things outside |
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girlfriend being with someone else |
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girlfriend is going to have accident |
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girlfriend is she was with someone else |
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girlfriend may leave me |
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girlfriend might leave me and how she is |
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girlfriend pregnant/also has drug habit |
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girlfriend problems |
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girlfriend-thinking about her |
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girlfriends fidelity, |
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girlfriends loyalty |
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girls vulnerability |
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god and judgement |
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going back to my country |
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going back to prison |
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going home - what people I meet will say |
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going into the prison van. |
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going out and not being able to get work |
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going to court |
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going to die early |
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going to have an out of body experience |
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going to prison |
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going to prison, court case explaining t |
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grandaughters death |
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granny,death |
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green witch comes into my head |
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guilt over crime |
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had a date but lost and got sent here |
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had enough of it all |
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hanging myself |
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harm yourself |
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having to stay in prison longer than my |
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health of fiancee - life threatening ill |
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heartattacj smoke toomuch |
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heoin |
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heroin addiction |
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his wife being ill and going into hopsit |
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hope my mums ok sister ok |
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hoping that partner is not being unfaith |
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hoping will still be alive when i get ou |
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housing,rent arrears,relationship |
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how family cope if I went to prison and |
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how fast time will pass |
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how i am going to kill myself |
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how long a sentence im going to get |
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how my family are going to cope parents |
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how partner is coping with business etc |
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how to commit suicide |
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hurting people |
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hurting people including myself |
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hurting/getting back at peopl society -m |
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husband on suicide risk worryin about ki |
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husband won't be there when she gets out |
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i do my head in just thinking i dont kno |
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i feel a baby in my arms and then she dr |
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i have thoughts anger and frustation hav |
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i thnk im going to die,dram that mums di |
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i want to kill myself |
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i was raped |
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i'm trying to look at the tariff and the |
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i,m having problems with my baby my mums |
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if any accident happened to my family |
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if anything happens to my family when I |
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if hadnt have ears pierced wdnt be here |
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if i get into troublr i will kill myself |
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if i go out ill die and not come back |
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ikeep thinking about death youknow and m |
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illness of my grandfather |
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im alwayws worried im going to hear bad |
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im going to hurt the wife badly |
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im not good enough for the children |
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immigration |
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in a car crash last year which I think a |
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in case my mother dies whilst i am in ja |
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incident between self and victims |
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incident for which i am in prison |
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is girlfriend going to wait |
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is my girl friend alright or is she with |
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its my crime basically |
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ive murderded someone i think about his |
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just about girlfriend |
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just about the girlfriend and the childr |
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just about the sentence that ill get |
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just like what i did was stupid and i sh |
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just to do with my girlfriend |
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just what happened on the case for which |
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keep nthinking i am locked away here |
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keep thinking about breaking out, feel l |
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keep thinking bout the easist way to do |
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keep thinking hair & skin is coming off |
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keep thinking i'm going to get my head b |
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keep thinking of running away from group |
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keep thinking peolpe want to kill me |
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keep thinking someone trying to get me |
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keep thinking that my mum might die |
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keep trying to commit suicide |
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keeps seeing the abuser |
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kept thinking something bad waas going y |
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kids hurting themselves or having an acc |
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kids mother |
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killing |
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killing myself |
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killing myself to make my girlfriend hap |
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killing people |
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killing yourself |
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legal |
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legal anxieties and problems with the fa |
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legal problems and deportation |
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length of sentance |
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length of sentence and how i feel-i feel |
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length of timei have got left i n prison |
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life after death |
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life has been destroyed no wife home or |
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like I'm being possessed |
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like to bash someone over the head with |
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like to hurt ex partner |
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loneliness-worrying |
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looking over my shoulder |
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loosing wife and freedom |
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losing contact with my son and girlfrien |
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losing everything I have outside |
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losing my family - children |
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losing my fiancee |
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loss of 2 close friends(IRA shooting |
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loss of family no visits no letters feel |
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lost everything important to me |
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lots of things |
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making demands |
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making knives to get people with |
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man hanging himself in same cell |
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may not get to see children again |
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me and my partner had a two year old dau |
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me being violent |
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me going back to drugs |
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me partner |
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memories of past heroin abuse |
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metting future husbands family (arraigne |
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might die or not get out |
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might lose my children mky house will |
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might not get my appeal |
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missing child |
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missus going off with someone else |
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mistakes on the outside made by other pe |
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money and family |
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money worries |
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mother died March 97/brother died Sept97 |
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mother going to hospital & dying |
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mother having a heart attack |
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mother mmake sure she is alright |
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mothers health/death |
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mothers ill frightened about her dying w |
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mu dad got killed in car accident not se |
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muder of a goof friend |
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mum and dad are getting old and things w |
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1 |
mum died of a brain haem when doing seve |
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1 |
murder of two particular people |
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1 |
my boyfriend - why we had split up |
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1 |
my brother in the hospital after he died |
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1 |
my case |
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1 |
my case - one of these cases is against |
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1 |
my case and what is happening |
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1 |
my children being taken away from me |
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1 |
my court case coming up |
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1 |
my divorce |
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1 |
my ex wife |
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1 |
my father had a stroke |
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1 |
my father is ill and i,m so far away fro |
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1 |
my fathers death and my partners death, |
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1 |
my fellow has a problem with hitting me |
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1 |
my financial situation legal situation a |
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1 |
my friend who hanged himself |
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1 |
my future |
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1 |
my girl leaving me |
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1 |
my girlfriend being with someone else |
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1 |
my girlfriend is co respondant in the sa |
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1 |
my girlfriend might not be waiting |
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1 |
my housing, I will lose it. |
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1 |
my kids not seeing them |
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1 |
my little boy died in 1986/aged 4.5 mont |
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1 |
my mate comitting suicide |
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1 |
my mother dieing |
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1 |
my mother going back into hospital and g |
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1 |
my mother has cancer |
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1 |
my mum |
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1 |
my mum died very suddenly in April |
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1 |
my mum was stabbing me |
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1 |
my nan's health and how son is |
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1 |
my offence |
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1 |
my offence,stabbing a drug dealer |
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1 |
my parents would not want to know me |
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1 |
my past life before prison |
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1 |
my possible sentence |
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1 |
my sentence |
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1 |
my sentence and familly |
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1 |
my situation buried alive because of one |
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1 |
my son. If I stay here what will happen |
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1 |
my wife is having a baby |
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1 |
my wife leaving me |
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1 |
my wife not wanting me |
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1 |
my wife still lusing drugs |
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1 |
never going to get out of prison |
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1 |
no comment |
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1 |
not being able to get out to see my fami |
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1 |
not being able to get sex |
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1 |
not being with children for christmas |
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1 |
not getting parole,which is fairly immin |
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1 |
not saying - girlfriend |
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1 |
not seeing my daughter when you get back |
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1 |
not seen my son |
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1 |
nothing to live for |
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1 |
obsessing about family and girlfriend |
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1 |
offence for which Im in |
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1 |
othner girls the crimes theyve done i ca |
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1 |
outcome of trial |
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1 |
outside things I cannot be in controll o |
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1 |
outside, home life |
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1 |
own drug addiction |
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1 |
paranoia about girlfriend fidelity/mates |
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1 |
paranoia of violence from staff/deja vue |
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1 |
parents dying while in prison |
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1 |
partner not being there and little boy o |
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1 |
partner,and getting out of prison |
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1 |
partners mother who recently died |
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1 |
past things i have done wrong |
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1 |
people around me in prison |
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1 |
people coming to get me and my kids |
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1 |
people going against me |
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1 |
people that have hurt me |
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1 |
people who have offended me in the past |
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1 |
people who made allegations and got me h |
|
1 |
personal |
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1 |
personal feelings |
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1 |
physical health |
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1 |
picturing my kids falling off a balcony |
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1 |
police killing me like they tried before |
|
1 |
possible suicide |
|
1 |
preferred not to say |
|
1 |
pressure from girl friend |
|
1 |
previous prison admin difficulties |
|
1 |
prison |
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1 |
problem that needs sorting out |
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1 |
problem with another prisoner |
|
1 |
problem with my ex wife |
|
1 |
problems with family |
|
1 |
problems with girlfriend |
|
1 |
problems with girlfriend/splitting up |
|
1 |
problems with mum and sisters |
|
1 |
punishing self re lost relationship |
|
1 |
rape |
|
1 |
rape of girlfriend-fact |
|
1 |
raped when 17 knife hit my throat twice |
|
1 |
rather not say anmd sucidal |
|
1 |
reaoson dor being in |
|
1 |
recent family death constantly on my min |
|
1 |
ref |
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1 |
refused |
|
2 |
refused to say |
|
2 |
refused to say - says personal |
|
1 |
regarding going back to my family i was |
|
1 |
regarding my relationship |
|
1 |
rejection by diana basically |
|
1 |
relation with partner |
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1 |
relations ship and court case |
|
1 |
relationship split |
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1 |
relationship with ex boyfriend |
|
1 |
relationship with ex spouse |
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1 |
relationship with family when i get out |
|
1 |
relationship with girl friend police con |
|
1 |
relationship with husband |
|
1 |
relationship with partner |
|
2 |
relationship with wife |
|
1 |
relationships with immediate family |
|
1 |
relatives deaths |
|
1 |
remembering the day you got arrested |
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1 |
remembering whenwife died |
|
1 |
revenge on their part |
|
1 |
safety of girlfriend |
|
1 |
same sort,suicide |
|
1 |
scared my nan will die when I am in pris |
|
1 |
se note |
|
1 |
see note |
|
2 |
seeing mum again after 8 yea |
|
1 |
seeing my mum just before she died and s |
|
1 |
seeing my nan die of cancer |
|
1 |
seeing somone being beaten up. |
|
1 |
self abuser, so it goes through my mind |
|
1 |
self mutiliation |
|
1 |
self-harm |
|
1 |
sentence at court |
|
1 |
sentence of 5 years |
|
1 |
sex offenders programme treatment course |
|
1 |
sister and her son being stabbed to deat |
|
1 |
situation here,criminal record,future |
|
1 |
slow moving legal situation |
|
1 |
some girl brought indrugs |
|
1 |
some one told officer I had grassed |
|
1 |
someday i'm going to end up in a pschiat |
|
1 |
someone after me when I get out |
|
1 |
someone has sold all my clothes outside |
|
1 |
something I wish I had not done |
|
1 |
something bad going to happen to kids |
|
1 |
something going to happen to my children |
|
1 |
something happening to partner |
|
1 |
something he was told by his daughter |
|
1 |
something might happen to my children |
|
1 |
something terrible will happen to me lik |
|
1 |
sons death |
|
1 |
sons death at xmas |
|
1 |
spending time in prison losing girl frie |
|
1 |
splitting up w. fiancee |
|
1 |
still born baby at 29 weeks |
|
1 |
stupid people, dirty billet |
|
1 |
stupidity for misplaced trust |
|
1 |
succeeding outside the jail. |
|
1 |
suicidal |
|
2 |
suicidal thoughts |
|
3 |
suicide |
|
8 |
suicide and thoughts of someone whose de |
|
1 |
suicide fear of suicide methods od doini |
|
1 |
suicide of friend in prison hung himself |
|
1 |
suside |
|
1 |
taking drugs |
|
1 |
telling relative news |
|
1 |
tension with another prisoner |
|
1 |
that I 've got this phobia of dying,dea. |
|
1 |
that I am going to die and have no futur |
|
1 |
that I will lose my girlfriend |
|
1 |
that I'd lost the baby |
|
1 |
that I'll get out and do the same |
|
1 |
that everythings going to work out wrong |
|
1 |
that i'm going to die in here |
|
1 |
that im here |
|
1 |
that my daughter would get murderd |
|
1 |
that my daughter/mum will die |
|
1 |
that my girlfriend might be unfaithful |
|
1 |
that my girlfriend will finish with me |
|
1 |
that my girls not going to be there when |
|
1 |
that my mums going to die |
|
1 |
that people will come after my family |
|
1 |
that someone from family would die,what |
|
1 |
that something might happen to my family |
|
1 |
that the prison is not going to release |
|
1 |
that this is the end of his life /family |
|
1 |
that violent husband may kill me |
|
1 |
the black shadows are coming to take me |
|
1 |
the block |
|
1 |
the case |
|
1 |
the crime |
|
1 |
the crime i committed |
|
1 |
the crime that I'm in here for |
|
1 |
the death of a sick family member |
|
1 |
the fact that does she love will she mee |
|
1 |
the fact that my girls little girl has a |
|
1 |
the feeling of hopelessness for future |
|
1 |
the future and what might happen |
|
1 |
the idea i wont get home leave |
|
1 |
the last image of her dead sister |
|
1 |
the offence he is accused of |
|
1 |
the offence that i committed |
|
1 |
the past, past experiences unpleasant ex |
|
1 |
the rape |
|
1 |
the use of person in evidence |
|
1 |
the way i treated x girlfriend |
|
1 |
there being a nuclear war and me not get |
|
1 |
there is a pain in my head that is gett |
|
1 |
things from the past, being beaten up |
|
1 |
things i would like to do to people to h |
|
1 |
things that have happened to me in my pa |
|
1 |
things that might have happened to my |
|
1 |
things to do with my spouse,if she's goi |
|
1 |
think about dying |
|
1 |
think panic attacks are going to cause m |
|
1 |
thinking about cutting myself up |
|
1 |
thinking about death |
|
1 |
thinking about family2disabled brothers |
|
1 |
thinking about mu appeal and wether its |
|
1 |
thinking about my dad and want to kill m |
|
1 |
thinking about my mother about her death |
|
1 |
thinking about my mum |
|
1 |
thinking about never seeing my kids agai |
|
1 |
thinking about suicide |
|
1 |
thinking about the future with my family |
|
1 |
thinking about what i will do when i get |
|
1 |
thinking back to past |
|
1 |
thinking im going to die soon |
|
1 |
thinking my mother might die and no one |
|
1 |
thinking my mum in hospital w. cancer |
|
1 |
thinking of falling from high buildings |
|
1 |
thinking of myself in a car being smashe |
|
1 |
thinking of nana's death |
|
1 |
thinking of the man who |
|
1 |
thinking something is going to happen to |
|
1 |
thinking what happens once you die quite |
|
1 |
thinks that when he does get out somethi |
|
1 |
this gaol sentence |
|
1 |
this place being stuck in here |
|
1 |
thought about kids |
|
1 |
thought of coming in here |
|
1 |
thought someone was going to shoot me - |
|
1 |
thought wife might be unfaithful |
|
1 |
thoughts about a friend who is gay |
|
1 |
thoughts about killing somebody |
|
1 |
thoughts about the times ive sat with my |
|
1 |
thoughts of getting back with my ex wife |
|
1 |
thoughts of kidnapping ggirlfriend so s |
|
1 |
thoughts of the future and the anxieties |
|
1 |
to do with boyfriend blank him when i ge |
|
1 |
to do with my girlfriend/child money pro |
|
1 |
to get out and start again to make a cle |
|
1 |
top myself |
|
1 |
torture techniques |
|
1 |
trial |
|
1 |
trial /going back home |
|
1 |
trial coming up |
|
1 |
two friends died of drugs and i keep thi |
|
1 |
unpleasant memory |
|
1 |
vengeance againstparticularpersonoutside |
|
1 |
violence -to others/pictures-cutting pee |
|
1 |
violent thoughts |
|
1 |
waiting for answer to appeal |
|
1 |
want to fight |
|
1 |
want to get out of jail |
|
1 |
want to go home/worried about mum |
|
1 |
want to kill certain people |
|
1 |
wanting to kill someone |
|
1 |
wanting to die |
|
1 |
wanting to get on drug rehabilitation |
|
1 |
wanting to hang himself |
|
1 |
wanting to murder s/else |
|
1 |
watching the killing of sister |
|
1 |
way im being treated and the thought of |
|
1 |
welfare of mother |
|
1 |
what I tried-to kill |
|
1 |
what I'd like to do to peo |
|
1 |
what am i going to do when i get out qnd |
|
1 |
what could happen to me in prison |
|
1 |
what is going to happen in the future |
|
1 |
what is going to happen to my brother |
|
1 |
what is it going to be like when I get o |
|
1 |
what jail term I will receive |
|
1 |
what my girlfriends doing out there |
|
1 |
what sentence will be... |
|
1 |
what the judge will say,howhe is going t |
|
1 |
what to do on relaese, will girlfriend b |
|
1 |
what will happen if found guilty |
|
1 |
what's going to happen about going back |
|
1 |
what's happening in the case and how lon |
|
1 |
whats going to happen at court/parents |
|
1 |
whats going to happen in crt 5yrs likely |
|
1 |
whats happening around me in here,i do n |
|
1 |
whats happening to my girlfriend |
|
1 |
when I go to court what is going to happ |
|
1 |
when i go home |
|
1 |
when out I'm going to return to drink |
|
1 |
where can I go when I get out |
|
1 |
whether I am going to be sliced up here |
|
1 |
whether I should divorce my husband |
|
1 |
whether I'm going to get attacked again |
|
1 |
whether its worth carrying on basically |
|
1 |
whilst reading, will then think about re |
|
1 |
why am I staying here any longer |
|
1 |
why am i here because im innocent |
|
1 |
why has princess Diana been killed |
|
1 |
why me? everything in my face |
|
1 |
why should i be here why should i be con |
|
1 |
wife being unfaithful |
|
2 |
wife committing adultery |
|
1 |
wife got kidnapped |
|
1 |
wife leaving him |
|
1 |
wife, children and family |
|
1 |
will girlfriend leave and take the baby |
|
1 |
wishing harm on other people |
|
1 |
working here and if no work get locked u |
|
1 |
world going to end in year 2000 |
|
1 |
worried about daughter |
|
1 |
worried about father's well-being(heart |
|
1 |
worried about getting sentensed for some |
|
1 |
worried about going out and the use of d |
|
1 |
worried about having hiv |
|
1 |
worried about his wife who he thinks has |
|
1 |
worried about kids might not get them ba |
|
1 |
worried about my nan sine the death of h |
|
1 |
worried about the health of the family |
|
1 |
worried about what my mother is doing |
|
1 |
worried if girlfriend would appear in co |
|
1 |
worried if my missus will stay with me b |
|
1 |
worried something will happen to her ch |
|
1 |
worried that i might loose one of my kid |
|
1 |
worries over partner and thoughtsofdeat |
|
1 |
worries about my family |
|
1 |
worries about when i get out |
|
1 |
worries over family |
|
1 |
worring about family |
|
1 |
worring about girl friend |
|
1 |
worry about aircraft crashing into cell |
|
1 |
worry about death |
|
1 |
worry about death from |
|
1 |
worry about dying |
|
1 |
worry about family |
|
1 |
worry about family - father having opera |
|
1 |
worry about family and health |
|
1 |
worry about family what is happening |
|
1 |
worry about flat ive got to go back to |
|
1 |
worry about getting a prison sentence |
|
1 |
worry about girlfriend seeing others |
|
1 |
worry about girlfriends pregnancy |
|
1 |
worry about her marriage |
|
1 |
worry about my daughter |
|
1 |
worry about my family my little girl its |
|
1 |
worry about my wife disabled/expecting |
|
1 |
worry about parents |
|
1 |
worry about son having meningitis and i |
|
1 |
worry about wife |
|
1 |
worry aqbout her little boy |
|
1 |
worry over relationship with patner |
|
1 |
worry that kids are being molested while |
|
1 |
worrying about a relationship |
|
1 |
worrying about bones |
|
1 |
worrying about coming back in again |
|
1 |
worrying about court case |
|
1 |
worrying about family |
|
2 |
worrying about my girl friend |
|
1 |
worrying about what people think about |
|
1 |
worrying about wife and sentence |
|
1 |
worrying oveer car contents left when he |
|
1 |
worrying over girlfriend |
|
1 |
worrying over girlfriends fidelity |
|
1 |
worrying over partner |
|
1 |
worrying over rape he is accused of |
|
1 |
worrying that partner and kids are ok |
|
1 |
worrys about his head - wonders if he is |
|
1 |
write to someone that has just come out |
|
1 |
youngest brother in trouble |
|
1 |