| "have I got breast cancer" while waiting for result of regular screening |
|
1 |
| 0 |
|
1 |
| 3 year assessment foremergency action for job |
|
1 |
| 99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999998 |
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12 |
| 99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 |
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2 |
| ABOUT MY DAUGHTER WHO USED TO STAY WITH ME SHE IS MEAN,AND DID NOT PAY HER WAY WHILE SHE STAYED WITH ME. |
|
1 |
| ABOUT NOT GETTING A JOB |
|
1 |
| ABOUT THE FAMILY AGAIN |
|
1 |
| ABOUT THE QUESTION OF DEATH |
|
1 |
| About my ex-girlfriend and how I lost her |
|
1 |
| About the mad cow outbreak |
|
1 |
| An unpleasant image on the TV from 1989, depicting what the Nazis had done to a pregnant woman. A colleague seemed proud of having let her young daughter see this, and I sometimes think about that. |
|
1 |
| Anxieties about what I'm going to have in about |
|
1 |
| Aunt with a serious illness |
|
1 |
| BECAUSE OF BERAVEMENT ,I LOST ONE OF MY RELATIVES IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THAT. |
|
1 |
| Being bed-ridden |
|
1 |
| Being pregnant. Worried about people breaking into the house after we have gone to bed |
|
1 |
| COMES BACK TO ME A LOT ABOUT THE WAY MY HUSBAND DIED |
|
1 |
| CONFLICT WITH FRIENF |
|
1 |
| Court appearance ahead, stupid wife threatening to break up new relationship with girl friend |
|
1 |
| DEATH |
|
1 |
| DEATH OF A FRIEND AND MY DEATH |
|
1 |
| DIFFICULT TO GIVE SHORT ANSWER |
|
1 |
| DONT WANT TO SAY |
|
1 |
| DREAMING ABOUT FUNERALS |
|
1 |
| DWEELING ON NUMBERS CONCERNING THE LOTTERY. I KEEP SEEING THE NUMBERS APPEAR and a voice repeats them |
|
1 |
| Daughter had an accident and I keep reliving that |
|
1 |
| Daughter's cancer, diagnosed 6 weeks ago. |
|
1 |
| Death |
|
1 |
| Death does worry me a bit now im older, also health |
|
1 |
| Death of my brother |
|
1 |
| FEELING OF CLAUSTROFOBIC |
|
1 |
| Future. Loneliness. Vacant spaces in life |
|
1 |
| Getting finished from work.I've planned my life to have a specific aim at 65 and if I lose my job that will go out of the window. |
|
1 |
| Grandma is poorly so it started me thinking what would kids do if anything happened to me |
|
1 |
| Guilt |
|
1 |
| HUSBAND HAD EMPHYSEMA AND DID NOT GET THE PROPER TREATMENT AND DIED AS A RESULT AND I THINK ABOUT THE DAY IT HAPPENED ALL THE TIME. |
|
1 |
| Had recent bereavement/ loss of a parent/ general thoughts on this |
|
1 |
| Health problem |
|
1 |
| How to cope with an awkward member of staff |
|
1 |
| How to pay my mortgage |
|
1 |
| Husbands job situation |
|
1 |
| I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED AS A CHILD AND THATS WHAT I KEEP THINKING ABOUT |
|
1 |
| I am thinking more that I am almost forty now and thinking what will happen to me tomorrow - my future. For how long I have to carry on taking my medicaqtion |
|
1 |
| I am to be stuck for life with using a stick to walk with. |
|
1 |
| I cant really say - no |
|
1 |
| I feel that I have diabetes-so I'm concerned about the results of the test. |
|
1 |
| I hate being in debt and the delayed payment of husband's due money caused a run on family finances |
|
1 |
| I just have this feeling I'll be locked up in prison because I cant pay my debts and they wont give me any more time and I'd lose my daughter and I think I'd just die in prison |
|
1 |
| I keep thinking about my future and job and making parents proud of me |
|
1 |
| I lost a brother who committed suicide |
|
1 |
| I might have had testicular cancer |
|
1 |
| I think about death if I died what would happen to the children |
|
1 |
| I want to pack a bag and go away on my own |
|
1 |
| I was advised by a sspecialist that my son does not have anyu real life expectancy{systic fibrosis |
|
1 |
| I worry that having been a witness at the murder trial that someone is out to get me |
|
1 |
| I'm hideous, I'm fat, I'm never going to be loved |
|
1 |
| I'm obsessed by death, am constantly thinking about death, always an issue in my mind |
|
1 |
| I,ve got a nephew and a father who are both ill |
|
1 |
| ITS DYING DUE TO THRE VRECENT DEQATH OF MY FATHER BIN LAW AND THE UPSET THAT IT CAUSES OTHERS |
|
1 |
| If anything happens to (my husband) and I'm left on my own. |
|
1 |
| It is just I thought I could have done more when my husband was ill and I think the doctors should have picked up that he had cancer, he kept having blood tests and they didnt pick it up, why didnt th |
|
1 |
| Ithink about my daughter's future |
|
1 |
| Ive thought about taking all the tablets at once, I keep thinking it over and over |
|
1 |
| Just wish my husband hadn't had to go-It's very lonely when you lose your partner |
|
1 |
| Lack of self esteem and feeling that I'm not looking after my children properly or not doing my job properly; that I'm passing these anxieties onto my children and I'm specifically worried about my |
|
1 |
| Lack of trust after breakdown of marriage |
|
1 |
| Living day to day |
|
1 |
| Making one of my staff redundant |
|
1 |
| Many of the children I work with have cancer so I feel their pain and likelihood of death more than most. |
|
1 |
| Missing somebody who died recently |
|
1 |
| Mother is unwell and causing problems |
|
1 |
| Murder. ther is a childrens home across from me. There prescence is intimidating and life threatening. they have damage my property, take the washing off the line. The staff do nothing to help |
|
1 |
| My brother in law is very ill and about to die |
|
1 |
| My dad's death-seeing him and what happened and seeing him in his coffin.He was diagnosed with prostate and then bone cancer-he got septicaemia from increased doses of morphine-he died 6 years ago and |
|
1 |
| My own mortality and doing things before its too late |
|
1 |
| Period of a weekend I dwelt on a mistake I had made at work |
|
1 |
| Possibility of mother's death |
|
1 |
| Problems with husbands business |
|
1 |
| Relationship with ex partner and fathers health |
|
1 |
| Relationships with friends |
|
1 |
| Respondent is constantly thinking of his grandparents who brought him up, who died within 3weeks of each other, |
|
1 |
| Somebody has just died |
|
1 |
| THINKING THE WORST ABOUT MY HEALTH PROBLEMS DETERIORATING |
|
1 |
| THOUGHT OF LOSING WIFE(BREAST CLINIC) |
|
1 |
| That I am going to gag off when Im alone - I get worried if I have a reation when I am on my own |
|
1 |
| That I would just be better off dead than alive |
|
1 |
| That my house would be taken from underneath me by my ex- wife |
|
1 |
| The death of my father |
|
1 |
| Thought I had stomach cancer |
|
1 |
| Thought about death |
|
1 |
| Thought of having to have repeat surgery |
|
1 |
| WISHING THAT SOMEONE WAS DEAD |
|
1 |
| Well I think about my brother who died of cancer and how badly he was treated-I had to write and complain.Also my mother died of cancer and although I've just had a mammogram,there is always the fear |
|
1 |
| What like am I going to be in years to come ? |
|
1 |
| Whether I'd be alright through the school inspection and whether the sale of the house would go through |
|
1 |
| Wifes health |
|
1 |
| With regard to death and a certain person-My boy friend was on holiday and had gone skiing,and i'd not heard from him-was worried about situation of avalanche with him and his flying by plane-my fear |
|
1 |
| Woory about ex - spouse -have been accused of something but don't know what cos noone will tell me - |
|
1 |
| Worries about stepson |
|
1 |
| Worries about whether my relationship is l;ong term or short term |
|
1 |
| Worrying about potential early retirement |
|
1 |
| a fatal accident i was involved in some yrs ago |
|
1 |
| a guy a used to see got quite close kept phoning wondering what will happen he isnt phoning now going on for two years |
|
1 |
| a past experience |
|
1 |
| a relationship problem |
|
1 |
| a worry about health |
|
1 |
| abondonment by family moving away |
|
1 |
| about work |
|
1 |
| about a loocal murder, where knows a suspect |
|
1 |
| about death |
|
1 |
| about death of daughter who was stillborn 14 years ago. |
|
1 |
| about death with mother & friend dying |
|
1 |
| about fathers health in another country |
|
1 |
| about house we want to buy |
|
1 |
| about husband -the way he died - it was dreadful the way he died. |
|
1 |
| about husband and affair he had, betrayal |
|
1 |
| about if ive got to give everything up and still pay the debts and no job to do it what will i do |
|
1 |
| about killiing myself |
|
1 |
| about losing the children through death or getting lost |
|
1 |
| about me dying of cancer,just about family that are alkready dead a/e/ |
|
1 |
| about my dad |
|
1 |
| about my daughter being buried |
|
1 |
| about not getting a first class degree and my girlfriend has gone home to <country name> |
|
1 |
| about starting work |
|
1 |
| about the future |
|
1 |
| about the health of the baby |
|
1 |
| about the state of my marriage |
|
1 |
| about the treatment and not knowing what the outcome was going to be |
|
1 |
| about what he did |
|
1 |
| about what ive had done just had an operation |
|
1 |
| about work , conflict with the cook because i look after the special needs |
|
1 |
| about work people at work |
|
1 |
| about your partner and death as you get older/just thinking about your own and other peoples deaths and illnesses / |
|
1 |
| aching devastation |
|
1 |
| after i have finished my course and 9 months later i have to start to repay and I think will i have a proper job recurring a/e/0 |
|
1 |
| again other peoples thoughtlessness or selfishness |
|
1 |
| all related to my boyfriends alcoholism |
|
1 |
| all relates to the children, that my children go missing and my not being able to find me. |
|
1 |
| all to do with miscarriage the memories of what happened |
|
1 |
| all to do with the unfairness of the work situation today where so many are oppressed and that includes me |
|
1 |
| am I going to wake up in the morning, shall I take all my tablets (suicide) |
|
1 |
| an incident on an aeroplane on which I was the chief steward on a flight that was possibly coming down |
|
1 |
| anniversary of sisters death |
|
1 |
| anything happening to mum |
|
1 |
| appearing in court |
|
1 |
| assessments for exams & family health |
|
1 |
| attacked and beaten up - do not like physical contact with people |
|
1 |
| bad relationship |
|
1 |
| basically dying |
|
1 |
| because i met my partner in the psychiatric ward i worry that she'll return to the hospital because its my fault. fear of nuclear war and the end of the world |
|
1 |
| because of sisters death thinking about death |
|
1 |
| being alone and losing my kids |
|
1 |
| being kicked out due to rent arrears |
|
1 |
| being left alone |
|
1 |
| boy friend has illness, could die at any time |
|
1 |
| boyfriend might be living with someone else but I know hes not and feeling that I'm not happy but not knowing why |
|
1 |
| brother in law is seriously ill |
|
1 |
| burglary,bills,strangers at the door |
|
1 |
| cancer |
|
1 |
| cancer and death |
|
1 |
| cancer returned.sister died at this time of year |
|
1 |
| cannot discuss |
|
1 |
| cant remember what was about noqw |
|
1 |
| changing my employment and doin g somethin g different |
|
1 |
| child being hit by a car |
|
1 |
| childhood and present illness,didnt have a nice childhood and i keep being reminded about them recently i want all these unpleasant thoughts taking out of my head |
|
1 |
| children will be harmed at school |
|
1 |
| children's health; cot death |
|
1 |
| children, ex wife child abuse, physical abuse |
|
1 |
| coflict with church - Im paranoid |
|
1 |
| concern about elderly mum and family |
|
1 |
| concerning eldest boy not seen him for three weeks have asked him to phone but no reply would like to sort it out also has not seen brother for 3 years . he does not bother phoning me did not turn up |
|
1 |
| concerns about son |
|
1 |
| concerns my daughter who was sexually abused and I found out recently |
|
1 |
| conerned about mt sister only relative adn worring she nay have cancer |
|
1 |
| constantly being pissed off |
|
1 |
| constantly thinking about friends death |
|
1 |
| constantly thinking about the drugs I was on, the temptation always there |
|
1 |
| constantly thinking of death |
|
1 |
| cot death after three miscarriages |
|
1 |
| could MY husband die? a friend's husband died quite recently, suddenly. it makes you think it MIGHT happen to me |
|
1 |
| could have done more, or something different |
|
1 |
| court case as witness in august |
|
1 |
| cruelty to animals and things that have happened in years gone by that i still remember |
|
1 |
| dads illness |
|
1 |
| dads passing away |
|
1 |
| daeth of my mother. she died in the car next to me. |
|
1 |
| daughter cant get pregnant |
|
1 |
| daughter split up |
|
1 |
| daughter stopped breathing, needed resuscitating. (Actually happened). |
|
1 |
| daughter's father taking her to <country name> |
|
1 |
| daughter's smoking, I dont like it |
|
1 |
| death |
|
10 |
| death - what happens to you? |
|
1 |
| death . |
|
1 |
| death my own |
|
1 |
| death of a friend |
|
1 |
| death of a friend , he suddently died and the thought kept ;coming back to me |
|
1 |
| death of a relative |
|
1 |
| death of brother |
|
1 |
| death of daughter almost 4 years- one of twins- little boy died after 5 days in 1990- daughter lived -but had cerebral palsey- died of brain heamorrage |
|
1 |
| death of father who is becoming infirm |
|
1 |
| death of husband |
|
1 |
| death of me or spouse\money etc |
|
1 |
| death of mother |
|
2 |
| death of my late son |
|
1 |
| death of my parents |
|
1 |
| death of my son] |
|
1 |
| death of nephew-similar ageas self -withinlast 2wks |
|
1 |
| death of partner |
|
1 |
| death of your sisters, lost both one after the other very recently, used to stay with them |
|
1 |
| death one day being on my own,constantly worrying about money, |
|
1 |
| death relating to my husbands death 6 years ago |
|
1 |
| death threat |
|
1 |
| death- suicidal |
|
1 |
| deathb in a car accident |
|
1 |
| decomposed bodies, evil spirits, freaky things, anything of the unknown |
|
1 |
| decorating my house, i need a carpet |
|
1 |
| dialysis which i have to go on how will i cope etc |
|
1 |
| difficultly with family member |
|
1 |
| divorce |
|
1 |
| does not want to say |
|
1 |
| does not wish to |
|
1 |
| doesnt see oldest son since marriage |
|
1 |
| dont like half eaten food from other peoples plates and getting it on my hands |
|
1 |
| dont want to be here in this world |
|
1 |
| dreams about death son and mother |
|
1 |
| dying |
|
1 |
| eldest daughter driving test, mother in old people home |
|
1 |
| everyone is talking about her |
|
1 |
| everything - my whole situation |
|
1 |
| everything associated with going through a seperation |
|
1 |
| ex girlfriend's new boyfriend |
|
1 |
| ex partner divorced for 12 years but you wouldn't think it |
|
1 |
| ex wife |
|
1 |
| exams and starting work |
|
1 |
| fact that i new my sister might die. |
|
1 |
| failed an exam/thinking about failure |
|
1 |
| failing |
|
1 |
| failing actually failing in the things that I do each day - feeling inadequate |
|
1 |
| failing the exams |
|
1 |
| familly |
|
1 |
| family |
|
1 |
| family - having to move back to dublin |
|
1 |
| family problems |
|
1 |
| family worries |
|
1 |
| father death last yr - sucide |
|
1 |
| father died 1 year ago and still think of it |
|
1 |
| father may die |
|
1 |
| fathers death |
|
1 |
| fear of a death of a family member (mother) |
|
1 |
| fear of being burgled when I am alone at home |
|
1 |
| fear of death |
|
2 |
| fear of failing exam |
|
1 |
| fear of flying for holidays |
|
1 |
| fear of getting ill and dying I suppose, doing bdamage to my physical health |
|
1 |
| fear of my father being seriously ill, he's having tests at the moment |
|
1 |
| fear of offending people |
|
1 |
| fear of self and close relatives dying or becoming seriously ill |
|
1 |
| fear of something happening to my son/that he is dead |
|
1 |
| fear or death |
|
1 |
| feel that i am back in concentration camp.keep worrying about broken foot |
|
1 |
| feel totally useless |
|
1 |
| feeling very edgy if somebody oushes me to far felt slightly aggresive |
|
1 |
| felling I'm no good |
|
1 |
| felt I didn,t want to live |
|
1 |
| felt wasnt there for chilren,family problems |
|
1 |
| financial worries about the future |
|
1 |
| finding brother in law dead |
|
1 |
| friend commited suicide las tuesday |
|
1 |
| friend marriage breakdown |
|
1 |
| friends dad died and worried about mum and dad dying |
|
1 |
| frightened of being killed,all of us its the overall reason why were here...... |
|
1 |
| frightened of being sattacked in my own home or somewher e else |
|
1 |
| future of the family |
|
1 |
| future work/job/what am i going to do in the future |
|
1 |
| general fear of bad things happening to loved ones-that sort of thing/- |
|
1 |
| generally fear of something happening to my fiance, fear of death |
|
1 |
| getting old |
|
1 |
| getting old and being on my home. not being able to cope. going in to a home. loosing my independence. |
|
1 |
| getting old and dying |
|
1 |
| getting older and knowing death is coming |
|
1 |
| gettiong own back on stepfather |
|
1 |
| going bald and what wpould i do |
|
1 |
| going into hospital and having to go to operating theatre and what might be found. |
|
1 |
| going on the boat |
|
1 |
| going to lose the baby |
|
1 |
| grandparents health |
|
1 |
| grieving for mother who died 3 years ago |
|
1 |
| had somuch/lost my child then my sister then my grandchild/ |
|
1 |
| hard to explain, phobia of mutilation, did a lot of fishing and had a hook tear my skin |
|
1 |
| hassle with father of youngest son with solicitors letters coming |
|
1 |
| having another stroke or afit |
|
1 |
| having breast cancer |
|
1 |
| having lost my husband and if I get close to someone else will it happen again |
|
1 |
| health |
|
1 |
| health about smoking |
|
1 |
| health and the future |
|
1 |
| heart problems in male side of respondents own blood side |
|
1 |
| hoping i just go to sleep and dont wake up/wishing it was all over/ |
|
1 |
| hospital visits |
|
1 |
| housing situation and husband and family |
|
1 |
| how im going to manage without that person |
|
1 |
| how my partner has been cheating on me and has been unfaithful to me and why he did it |
|
1 |
| how will the family cope if I died |
|
1 |
| husband or children dying |
|
1 |
| husbands death |
|
2 |
| i could not pick one |
|
1 |
| i dont think i can discuss those they are too personal but mostly financia;l. i will tell you i am being subjected to agesim at work i am being continually threatened because ofd my age |
|
1 |
| i feel i am quitre near death |
|
1 |
| i feel quite violent sometimes; i don't go out and beat people up or anything... |
|
1 |
| i feel sick that i will not be able tol lok after my children, physical things to do with my son - icannot run around twith him |
|
1 |
| i get a picture in my mind and then i get all funny and stresse |
|
1 |
| i have a new baby i worry about dropping him |
|
1 |
| i have fallen out with my brother |
|
1 |
| i just keep reliving the last couple of weeks before my mum died |
|
1 |
| i just wish i could go i cant see a future |
|
1 |
| i keep thinking one of my dogs might attack the other.i get like a panic attack for 5 mins.three or four times a week |
|
1 |
| i may hav e to be a witness in a court case and Ive done it before and I did not like it. I keep thinking about what shall I say and what will I be asked and then I dismiss it but it keeps coming bac |
|
1 |
| i often find myself wanting to be with my husband, if it came to it i would probably chicken out as i do not believe in suicide, but i still think about it |
|
1 |
| i think about my dtr and how young she is and how young i was when my dad died |
|
1 |
| i think about my mother and father and my husband who has died, as you get older you think about people who have passed on and how things have changed in the town and in thw community |
|
1 |
| i think im going to have another heart attack |
|
1 |
| i think my mother,s going to die |
|
1 |
| i wont to kill my brother in law |
|
1 |
| i worry about becoming permanently disabled |
|
1 |
| i worry that an experiment might go wrong. and i worry that i am too slow. and that makes me think the boss thinks less of me |
|
1 |
| i worry very much about something happening to my dogs accident getting lost etcthe young one recently fell over a cliff and was alright but it gave me a scare |
|
1 |
| i,ve set up a centre in <placename> and i,m not happy about the way it,s being run have to decide whether to pull out or not |
|
1 |
| if theyre going to build near our house |
|
1 |
| im worried that i will loose my eyesight sooren rather than later |
|
1 |
| incidents at work |
|
1 |
| incontinence |
|
1 |
| informant would rather not say |
|
2 |
| insects |
|
1 |
| it was about death actually |
|
1 |
| it's to do with being depressed about what's happened with all the things Ive mentioned. |
|
1 |
| its generally how can i explain its about me and myself |
|
1 |
| its just how Im going to die, its silly I suppose but I do worry about it, also I worry about how my parents are going to go and what will happen to them |
|
1 |
| its more or less family,its a situation with one of the daughters |
|
1 |
| its to do with my mothers death |
|
1 |
| its to do with the hobby that my brother has in an angling club, dont think its as safe as it could be and worry about my brothers safety in case he needs to swim. |
|
1 |
| james bulger, keep thinking about it |
|
1 |
| jealousy |
|
1 |
| jobs and study/ |
|
1 |
| just about dad realy |
|
1 |
| just about my brother who had a serious accidnt |
|
1 |
| just anxiousness over a social event |
|
1 |
| just being sat and watching my husband die, when they were giving him the morphine |
|
1 |
| just lost my stepson aged 22 who died of a blood clot |
|
1 |
| just not nice thiughts/ |
|
1 |
| just see his face (rapist) |
|
1 |
| just suicide |
|
1 |
| just that my wife had an affaair |
|
1 |
| just the embarrassing things i have done before-in the night time-i was a lecturer in a commerce class and tye did this-i am sure on purpose- and they asked me explain how a fork lift rtruck worked an |
|
1 |
| just thinking about being left on my own not finding a partner and dying alone |
|
1 |
| just thoughts about death in general and what happens when you die |
|
1 |
| just to die |
|
1 |
| just wondering what to do about my situation constantly mulling it over |
|
1 |
| just worrying about having to drive |
|
1 |
| keep thinking one of myparents is going to die |
|
1 |
| keep seeing father in coffin, died 8 wks ago |
|
1 |
| kidney problems |
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1 |
| killing myself killing my father |
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1 |
| killing somebody |
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1 |
| knowing now that my mother was actually murdered by XXXXXX and the crown prosecution have been here and the police |
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1 |
| leaving my boyfriend and daughjter |
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1 |
| leaving the family to fend for themselves |
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1 |
| life not worth living |
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1 |
| losing girlfriend not finding a job money worries |
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1 |
| losing my job |
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1 |
| losing my kids to social services |
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1 |
| loss of physical and mental ability with age |
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1 |
| lossing the flat |
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1 |
| lots of stress about the house worried that we were not going to get it |
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1 |
| mainlt about grand daughter who was serveely beaten by daughter i law granddaughter now in care and is blind and disabled and has fits |
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1 |
| me mum's death |
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1 |
| members of family at home and money shortage |
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1 |
| memories of deceased husband good times and bad |
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1 |
| might lose husband |
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1 |
| money and housing and how the children will cope with me working ie single parents issues |
|
1 |
| money lots of bills thousands pound for gas and water im unemloyed mind scrbbled noithing i can do |
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1 |
| money problems |
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1 |
| mostly about when my husband died - it was so sudden and you can't get it out of your mind. It was three years ago. |
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1 |
| mother about to die so this came into it |
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1 |
| mother died earlier in the year keep thinking about it |
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1 |
| mother dieing recently, keep on thinking about it |
|
1 |
| mother dying with cancer so its her death shes worrying about |
|
1 |
| mother passing away and blaming self for not helping more |
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1 |
| mother's illness getting worse |
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1 |
| mum has just left dad |
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1 |
| mum lying dead in hospital i run back to kiss her |
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1 |
| murder by me |
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1 |
| murder of sara payne and getting cancer |
|
1 |
| my baby's father has threatened to apply for custody of him when hes born |
|
1 |
| my brother was killed in a factory blast and they are going to prosecute and i cant bear the thought of them getting away with it |
|
1 |
| my auntie died by way of heart attack, i know she was old, but it was awful for me, the same thought of her dying, it was not easy, keeps coming back. |
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1 |
| my best friend left to live with nmy partner |
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1 |
| my cat got run over and I keepthinking about it |
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1 |
| my children who were in the back of the car when my husband had a serious accident some 10 months ago. |
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1 |
| my dad |
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1 |
| my dad died 8 years ago thinking about why and things like that |
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1 |
| my dad died on the 14th march 3 yrs ago my brother died 3 yrs ago my baby boy was born 3 yrs ago and i was forced to see my dad dead and i didnt like that and the following yr my missus divorced me wh |
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1 |
| my dad died. and itsd spmething i think about a lot |
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1 |
| my dad dying,I wonder what I shall do,we are very close |
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1 |
| my dad is causing me concern |
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1 |
| my daughter got assaulted last year and I just keep seing it happening |
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1 |
| my daughter who was in a motor accident |
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1 |
| my daughters problems and my husband has cancer |
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1 |
| my family, i've got three sons, twin boys one has a child i rarely see, i think about when am i going to see her/other one never seen for nearly a year/one 24 never seen since he was 16 |
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1 |
| my father died about 4 years ago so that is what comes into my mind |
|
1 |
| my father's death |
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1 |
| my friend got beaten up, and i saw it happen |
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1 |
| my granddaughter has cancer, she has 2 young children, what will happen to them all. |
|
1 |
| my grandmother died and I kept thinking about that |
|
1 |
| my grandmother has cancer and is in hospital |
|
1 |
| my grandson was murdered and I haven't heard about it |
|
1 |
| my health |
|
1 |
| my husband dying and things like that |
|
1 |
| my husband is in jail for sexually assaulting our babysitter and I just keep thinking of it over and over again |
|
1 |
| my husband's death |
|
1 |
| my husband/having affairs/ |
|
1 |
| my husbands future employment |
|
1 |
| my husbands relationship with another woman |
|
1 |
| my husbands suicide plays on my mind quite a lot seeing him in the car |
|
1 |
| my knee |
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1 |
| my leg - I know it will never get better |
|
1 |
| my mother is in a home and has dementia she almost died she broke her hip there are constant problems. |
|
1 |
| my mothers been diagnosed with cancer |
|
1 |
| my mothers been poorly so i'm worrying about that |
|
1 |
| my mothers death |
|
1 |
| my mums death. i am not worried about myself or dying |
|
1 |
| my own physical health- whether it's something worse than I've been told |
|
1 |
| my parents are both very ill |
|
1 |
| my parents dyhing |
|
1 |
| my past |
|
1 |
| my relationship might break up |
|
1 |
| my sisters divorce |
|
1 |
| my uncle dying |
|
1 |
| nil |
|
1 |
| no friends, lost friends over past year |
|
1 |
| no point to life |
|
1 |
| not recovering from tumour |
|
1 |
| not willing to say |
|
1 |
| own mortality |
|
1 |
| parents health |
|
2 |
| parents recently retired wich makes you think about their death |
|
1 |
| partner job |
|
1 |
| partner not very well at the moment |
|
1 |
| partners health |
|
1 |
| past and marriage breakdown |
|
1 |
| people close to me dying |
|
1 |
| people dying, parets really |
|
1 |
| people having accident/differnt people having different accident / just athoughts |
|
1 |
| people who are after me coming to the door and im going to have to kill them before thery gey me |
|
1 |
| personal |
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1 |
| personal illness |
|
1 |
| personal tax problem |
|
1 |
| personal wont say |
|
1 |
| phobia of heights |
|
1 |
| plane crash while my partner was flying |
|
1 |
| plane crash worried that boyfriend may be in it |
|
1 |
| planes crashing, death, main fear is flying |
|
1 |
| planning funerals as father is dying |
|
1 |
| poor relationship with family |
|
1 |
| possible death of own child |
|
1 |
| potential breakdown of relationship |
|
1 |
| potential death of a friend leads me to think of death as an issue |
|
1 |
| prefer not to tell me |
|
1 |
| pressure of work, money and my weight. |
|
1 |
| problems with being gay |
|
1 |
| problems with my mam, shes has senility, , generally son, how to handle him, suppose if he is playing up I smack him. |
|
1 |
| problems with partner and what futue we are making for ourselves and work, wondering if I am doing the right thing |
|
1 |
| problems with son's ex wife |
|
1 |
| progression of illness & death |
|
1 |
| prooblems caused by business going bankrupt |
|
1 |
| punishment of evil people i feel anger about them i want to see them hanged or wiped out not put in prison |
|
1 |
| q |
|
1 |
| recall of recent accident. |
|
1 |
| recently deceased cat |
|
1 |
| recurring dream about the accidental death of my brother who was riding my motor bike at the time linked to the thought of losing someone else. |
|
1 |
| redundancy |
|
1 |
| related th back problem wether it is serious or not |
|
1 |
| related to husband |
|
1 |
| relationship ones |
|
1 |
| relationship with my wife, she has been ill too |
|
1 |
| relationships |
|
1 |
| relationships with friends and work situation |
|
1 |
| round the problems of divorce |
|
1 |
| running away |
|
1 |
| scared of death |
|
1 |
| see note general recollections |
|
1 |
| seeing husband dying in hospital bed |
|
1 |
| sex |
|
1 |
| sex problems |
|
1 |
| sex,wanting things in general |
|
1 |
| sexual abuse in childhood , when aged 10 |
|
1 |
| shortness of breath is something Ive noticed lately, my job is dangerous, i work on 11000 volts, i worry about other peoples safety |
|
1 |
| skin cancer-melanoma |
|
1 |
| something happening to the children |
|
1 |
| something to do with my past i prefer not to talk about |
|
1 |
| sometimes I wish I was dead I jist feel that there is no point anymore |
|
1 |
| sometimes feel as if i am on my own if i was to die people would miss me and realise i am somebody |
|
1 |
| sometimes you know like when kids are playing out, i think they have to keep playing in garden because there have been that many accident sround here and i keep thinking they'll get run over/ae/- |
|
1 |
| son |
|
1 |
| son being in danger or having an accident |
|
1 |
| son has just declared that he things he is dgay and I am concerned about perverts as he is only 14 |
|
1 |
| son was murdered 9 years ago and i leep seeing the policemaen coming and his body laid out |
|
1 |
| son,s health |
|
1 |
| stranger in dark places,being attacked |
|
1 |
| stupid ignorant men |
|
1 |
| sudden death |
|
1 |
| sudden death of friend/neighbour (brain haemorrhage) |
|
1 |
| suffering of self and close relatives |
|
1 |
| suicidal thoughts |
|
1 |
| suicide |
|
2 |
| suicide and running away |
|
1 |
| suicide and death |
|
1 |
| suicide; |
|
1 |
| tension and worrying about the kids |
|
1 |
| that I am upsetting my friends-I spend so much of my time worrying about what Ive said and regretting it |
|
1 |
| that I didn't do enough for husband (who died suddenly in October) |
|
1 |
| that I was worrying about my own health when my husband was dying |
|
1 |
| that Ive got something wrong, both at work and in general |
|
1 |
| that i aill find [BABY] dead in carry cot |
|
1 |
| that im used at work |
|
1 |
| that members of my family will die. (Husband, sister,+ others all died recently: very death_obsessed) |
|
1 |
| that my ex partner will come and collect the kids and not bring them home again |
|
1 |
| that my little grand-daughter dies |
|
1 |
| that my partner is seeing someone else |
|
1 |
| that my wife's illness worsens and i am not around |
|
1 |
| that she will die |
|
1 |
| that son and/or mum will die suddenly |
|
1 |
| that the tumour might come back |
|
1 |
| that there may be something wrong with the baby |
|
1 |
| the anniversary of my husband's death. |
|
1 |
| the attack i got sexually assaulted the man was acquiott3ed last month |
|
1 |
| the death of my boyfriend |
|
1 |
| the death of my mother (3 weeks ago) |
|
1 |
| the death of my son why and how |
|
1 |
| the dentist has done some work and i think he's made my teeth worse.and i think he's done something to the roots. i might have to have them taken out now. |
|
1 |
| the dunblane disaster |
|
1 |
| the fact that may not get through the exams |
|
1 |
| the fear of dying and old age |
|
1 |
| the fear of my wife and son having a car crash |
|
1 |
| the feeling of being "done" when i took early retirement |
|
1 |
| the loss of the baby 12 months ago due to a miscarriage a/e/ |
|
1 |
| the pain could be something worse |
|
1 |
| the recent death and funeral of an uncle |
|
1 |
| the thought that i'm not actually - its a confidence thing - youre not how you should be - you see yourself as something but other people see you as something else which is quite nasty |
|
1 |
| the thoughts are mainly about me and how I feel about myself |
|
1 |
| the uncertainty of things |
|
1 |
| the way my sister died |
|
1 |
| things going wrong with a relationship with a friend |
|
1 |
| things in my past that have upset me |
|
1 |
| things that happened in my past ,abuse from father,etc |
|
1 |
| think about dying |
|
1 |
| think about dying . i wonder what it will feel like when my time comes because i have lost 3 relatives in the last 8 weeks |
|
1 |
| think that i am dfferent the fear of cancer |
|
1 |
| thinking about death |
|
2 |
| thinking about death as my brother and sister died in nov, dec last year so i keep thinking about dying now after i lost my sister as i was very close to her |
|
1 |
| thinking about my ex boyfriend being with someone else,being on my own,lonely, |
|
1 |
| thinking about my mother who is 88 and when its going to happen and how will it happen and will I be there |
|
1 |
| thinking about something bad happening to friend |
|
1 |
| thinking about the car accident |
|
1 |
| thinking about the family |
|
1 |
| thinking about the man wsith my ex missis |
|
1 |
| thinking he has a terminal nmillness |
|
1 |
| thinking of death |
|
1 |
| thoughats fo dead people other people |
|
1 |
| thought about mam dying |
|
1 |
| thought he may be HIV positive |
|
1 |
| thought of losing child and husband through death or just leaving me |
|
1 |
| thoughts about death of my mother |
|
1 |
| thoughts about past relationships |
|
1 |
| thoughts about relatives who died recently |
|
1 |
| thoughts of death |
|
1 |
| thoughts on death,but just passing thoughts |
|
1 |
| thoughts vabout death |
|
1 |
| thougt of brother who died recntly |
|
1 |
| thouht of death or hurting someone shall we say |
|
1 |
| throat cancer |
|
1 |
| to do with depression to do with cutting things off body to slim down if i could cut them off |
|
1 |
| to do with ex husband. |
|
1 |
| to do with family member |
|
1 |
| to do with something at work - |
|
1 |
| to do with work |
|
1 |
| training incompetent people |
|
1 |
| trying to get my husband out of the watter i dont want to talk about it (resp had earlier said her husband had been murdered) |
|
1 |
| two daughters in law falling out and causing trouble in the family |
|
1 |
| um, really its just the whole position with my dad i suppose, just still sad because im missing him so much, sort of if i did enough while he was about and how he must be feeling now |
|
1 |
| um, since having the baby, basically, my cervix had not healed properly and was bleeding but ive now been referred to a consultant and the dr. has now reassured me so im quite happy now |
|
1 |
| uncle very ill thinking about death |
|
1 |
| unfairness of death of my husband and the factg that so many horrrid peoplea re still alivfe |
|
1 |
| upset about someone in family dying |
|
1 |
| waiting for phone call to say somethings has happened |
|
1 |
| want to kill ex-partner |
|
1 |
| wanting a family |
|
1 |
| we have a murder in the family and i keep thinking about it |
|
1 |
| we were told there may be a proble,m with the babies birth |
|
1 |
| well smoke and every time hear about cancer |
|
1 |
| what my boyfriend has been doing to me |
|
1 |
| what my husband used to do years ago |
|
1 |
| what will happen to my mentally disabled and blind son when i die |
|
1 |
| whats going to happen to my husband in a nursing home with altshiemers |
|
1 |
| whats it all about ,life & that |
|
1 |
| when i panic my breathing gets out of control and I fear that I might not be able to breathe |
|
1 |
| when in a car i feel iam going to crash |
|
1 |
| when my husband goes away I always imagine the worst |
|
1 |
| when my sister died i was not there it waqs the only time i had not seren her every day and i keep on thinking about it |
|
1 |
| when the baby died wife running upstairs running screaming my babies not breathing and he was blue |
|
1 |
| when your father is that ill you begin to face the situaion of death or changes of stuation |
|
1 |
| whether i should stay with my husband or leave |
|
1 |
| which friend to take to a dance |
|
1 |
| why did i get married for one after whats happened/when i were 28 i were sent to a shop for something i thought i was doing a good turn but the item never existed. it made me look a real bloody fool |
|
1 |
| why my husband left me for my friend |
|
1 |
| wife if he died |
|
1 |
| will not discus |
|
1 |
| wishing i could help more |
|
1 |
| woman living on my own |
|
1 |
| wonder if eldest son may be on drugs due to behaviour problems |
|
1 |
| wonder if family illnesses will be hereditary |
|
1 |
| wondering how my husband would cope without me/ |
|
1 |
| wondering if i am going to die first hope he dies first because family would not look after him if i died not a nice thing to say |
|
1 |
| wont say |
|
1 |
| work |
|
1 |
| work related |
|
1 |
| work related problem that i keep setting out in my mind as it involves litigation |
|
1 |
| work that I used to do in the past |
|
1 |
| work unpleasantness with someone |
|
1 |
| working situation |
|
1 |
| worried about his family |
|
1 |
| worried about husband who is in pain and will not go to the doctor |
|
1 |
| worried about my marriage |
|
1 |
| worried about two boys. |
|
1 |
| worries about dying in the night..especially if get palpitations...worry about kids, out on own, in travel situations... |
|
1 |
| worries about husband |
|
1 |
| worries about war and violence such as the pictures of Bosnia seen on TV. |
|
1 |
| worrird and concerned about the outcme of the final hearing of the financial settlement |
|
1 |
| worry about my adult children |
|
1 |
| worry about money;might offend people;anything that might happen to grand/children;not being able to cope |
|
1 |
| worry about daughter if anything happens to me |
|
1 |
| worry about dying and your insurances up to date and my 2 daughters having a lot of expense. with my husband going i had the big expense of his funeral and it has taken up what little savings we had |
|
1 |
| worry about family and their safety, eg will they get home safely, I hate them driving on motorway |
|
1 |
| worry about fsmily driving and their safety |
|
1 |
| worry about house being demolished |
|
1 |
| worry about my sister who is very ill |
|
1 |
| worry about own death and eveybody elses but mainly own |
|
1 |
| worry about people say about me |
|
1 |
| worry about place you work problems I find the place depressing |
|
1 |
| worry about selling a flat |
|
1 |
| worry about what would happpen to the children should anything happen to me |
|
1 |
| worry about whats going to happen my mum has parkinsons i dont have children and i worry who will look after me |
|
1 |
| worry about work |
|
1 |
| worry about work redundant? |
|
1 |
| worry for the welfare of relations |
|
1 |
| worry regarding sister's illness |
|
1 |
| worry that high winds will blow down the garden fence |
|
1 |
| worrying abourt brothers heart condition, waiting for transplant |
|
1 |
| worrying about children |
|
1 |
| worrying about daughters health |
|
1 |
| worrying about my sister who has had a stroke which has affected mentally |
|
1 |
| worrying about my sons health |
|
1 |
| worrying about safety of children |
|
1 |
| worrying about the cancer that I've just had diagnosed |
|
1 |
| worrying i may have cancer etc. |
|
1 |
| worrying over the recent death of a friend/- |
|
1 |
| worryiung abolut an operastion i need to have |
|
1 |
| wrrying about things that might not happen |
|
1 |
| y upbringing |
|
1 |
| younger sister has had suspected heart attack-very distressing. now come to terms with it |
|
1 |
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